ohisithotout?

so
who doesnt enjoy a sunny warm breezy day though right?
its the hippie in me that makes me get an iced frappa
head to the closet park
park
my car
and then my self on strategically placed rocks that seem to be at every park
i embrace with such presence
the sun is hot
lay back and enjoy the waves
ihearkidsscreamingbloodymurder
oh
so i can see the bohemuth ride at wonderland from here
an hour passes
i head back to the office
lovelylunchbreak

brieflyturnedon

im well aware
that the possibilities for great miss
are only a few plane rides
and a few thousand miles
away
once you were gone
i was quietly screaming
STAY
but its ok
i dont mind feeling this way
convinces me of my faint pulse
draws smiles
across oceans
for a few whiles
i wont tell you how i miss you so
how i want you to perform a strip show
upon your arrival
im in survival mode
so move slow
fucking hoes
touching toes
wakes me up
i have a purpose
on purpose
i think i miss your tits
and your lips
im convinced
i have a pulse.

sleepissooverrated

ok so theres this girl
she sparkles
dazzles me
has the cure to everything
a smile that has lasted for
so many long

long

whiles
iremembermeetingyou
lasting impression to say the very
absolute
least
unleashed
something very beautiful
sunnydaysworkextrahardtocompetewithyoursparkle
mission failed.
kissing you
gave me my very first
burst
of butterflies
to them i apologize
she doesnt give you any breaks
fucksakes
i look forward to hugging you
even though every time i do
i am devastatingly disappointed
it never lasts long enough

playingat8:159:10&10:20

so many times id come home
and wish on every fallen eyelash
that id turn the corner and find you crashed
outside my door
i could picture it as though ive seen it before
nothing at my door
except a notice from the landlord
testing the fire alarm tomorrow
6am - 8am
then again at
5pm right up until 8
great
i already have a headache
its not like you dont want to see me but
for once id like to see you
greet you
instead of meet you
pound on my door to let you in
take it off the hinges
just to shorten the distance
between our mouths giving kisses
put it back on
turn the black on
and introduce your right hand
to all the wrong places
dont mind the nosey faces
peeking through my window
we do put on a spectacular show
ill start charging them if it makes you feel better.

insidethelines

red
i coloured my face red
after i heard the things you said
after your heart spoke to me in that way that it does
thank you.
blue
i coloured my lips a shade of blue
im cold and im sick of not knowing what it is you want me to do.
green
i coloured my eyes green
just cuz I like yours so much
pink
i coloured my skin pink
cuz its sweet and pretty and cuz i just like the colour.
yellow
my hair is yellow
like the sun that shines through your window.
black
i coloured my heart black because ive broken yours.

no. 999,999

ive written about a million of these
rhyming words and forcing verbs
and trying to describe the exact moment
the exact

moment

that i felt the weakness in my knees
the palpitating rhythm of my heart
that you are so unaware of
i am starting to truly believe
you are blind forever
literally.
because i know i cant be yours and i know that you cant be mine
and i know that if i could actually turn back time
that it would play out the exact same way
the exact

same

way

and i tend to say
that if i was forced to do it all over again
i would
but i know that i would probably kiss you more often
i would fall for you harder
a day sooner
and then every day after
and i would catch you
i would catch you more times than i did
and i would love you
deeper
i would fight harder
i would dance longer
i would be stronger
and i would have let you go
sooner
a lot sooner
because i cant shake the feeling you make me feel
when i look at you
by accident
a brutal car accident
ill catch your stare and i swear
to
fucking

God

i die a little more inside
i say im not in love with you
but why cant I seem to get you
to stay the fuck away from me
to get you
to stay the fuck out of my nightmarish dreams
to get you to get me
to just
simply

have

you…

mmmintro?

oh hey. what up.

so this is my very own blog spot. blog area. blog.

yea so here it is. my name is alisha. i write. some call it poetry. others may call it something else.

i call it art. that seems to sum it all up right.

i dont have very good punctuation skills, as in, ill only make sure every thing is spelled correctly.

get used to my style of writing.

peace love
xx

gimmegimmenevergets

give me that smile you smile
give me that taste that lingers for a while
give me all your time you have to waste
give me your limbs, your skin, give me that waist
please, come closer to my eyes
arrive on time, between these thighs
stay there until we remember
ive been remembering to forget
i adore those butterflies that live to die
that i sent you and you sent i
they’re back with more colours than last
more colour than black
with more beauty than poetry could ever imply
give me your heart, please
and ill give you mine.